wow.

tonight i almost swore off entertainment of the tv/movie type.

why?

ill tell you.

after a hard day of work i come home and walk on the tredmill so i can watch lost since everyone i love who watches it is two time zones from me and took their tvs.

bawling.

then i see my friends and think, "if i go see them theyll cheer me up!"

nope.

lovely bones. so so beautiful, but wow. so much intense than the book. more tears.

its stupid, but it makes me weird and lonely.

i have to sleep pronto- early start tomorrow!